Damn, in yr 11 rn and tbh regret not choosing chem. I also chose modern and am not enjoying it. Although i like earth science which i currently do, I feel I would have found chem interesting and it would have been useful+ i was also pretty good at it in yr 9 and 10. I was thinking of changing now to chem but tbh i don’t know if i would have the motivation to catch up on all that work. Modern is also going bad- I wish i could also change this to chem but it isn’t on the same line- my only option was/is earth.
Currently I have no motivation to do any study, am feeling pretty down tbh. It just keeps playing in my mind whether me not doing chem will hurt me in the future+ i feel i could have got great marks in it. Oh well if ig.