some motivation behind believing is that if u do ur rewarded and get to be in heaven and if U do bad U go 2 hell.
Like that's just called being a decent person.
Also religion causes so much fukn dramas. Countries blowing each other up and having a sook cos they r arguing over gods from...
imo,
Take a break. U have done 12 yrs of schooling and the next 3-5 yrs r gonna be intense. Just try to relax, hang out with mates, if u really want to have a look at ur courses what subjects interest U but just more importantly relac