- Jan 17, 2021
yea you should stream on kickA quick run down on my psychology, for the sake of solidify my ideal self with more ease to the point that it becomes, FOREVER, my default state:
- A yearning for a loving and devoted relationship with my future wife.
- Out of this devotion, I make it my ultimate goal, for it is a lifestyle/adventure I wish to begin.
- I am aware of the malevolence that plagues the world and feel responsible for this also, and the only way to guarantee a peaceful life with my future wife is to purify the world through a strong sense of heroism.
- Despite my sense of responsibility for the purification of the world, trying to make heaven on earth, the only real thing that I truly care about is my future wife, so if anything were to get in the way of me towards that, I would do whatever it takes to win - saving the world is one possibility, not the only one.
- Wanting to be a saving grace towards my future wife, a person who which she is comfortable of fully letting go around, completely lowering her defences, feels as though I am her truest equal, and relies on me, just as I do her, I need to be someone who has an almost ‘motherly’ aura whenever around the people I care about such as herself, and when it comes to everyone else who which I have no real relationship with, an otherworldly presence, for the sake of inspiration towards the goal of saving the world with ease of influence, is necessary.