"How? How can you get back those who are already gone?"
*tears start welling up*
"There is no way. I know I need to move on, but it's too hard, losing everyone I love, everything, without a trace. And what for? At least the dead are gone, but the alive will always mourn, remembering what happened. The fires that night, the smoke from that dragon, so merciless and cruel, and because of that, I was never able to fully control my metal abilities either, I was left untrained, all alone with no where to go. If only, if only at least one person remained, maybe it would've been better. I just wish I could've stopped it, if only I wasn't so weak back then....."