I went back to the opthamologist 2 wks ago coz i was just paranoid tha it was getting really worse, or that i was just focusing so much on it. He said that yes it takes a while to get used to where the detachment an its resultant blindness is, especially when you are paying close attention to it all the time.
As for how it 'feels', hm I guess if you like test each eye and follow your fingers around and stuff and see where you can and cant see.
For me it feels at time, mainly at night, like a black spot in the bottom corner of my left eye. It doesnt really matter if I cover or close the other eye so yeah. Other times when I test out the peripheral vision, it seems like just a white area rather than black and yeah.
Yet other times it seems that the area affected is just like normal, which is really strange!!! There is a very RARE like 1 in 10million id say that it can somehow self resolve. Sometimes it feels like the central vision goes, but then I look around and stuff and it just feels like its something foggy on my glasses, plus when I take off my glasses I can still see things and stuff. So yeah.
They do say every 2 years. Ive been seeing an opthamologist since I was in yr 3, so 1992 I think, seeing Dr Colleen Boreham every year up till 2002 when I went to uni and didnt have the money to go nad see her. Then this year I decided to go back and see if I could drive adn stuff, coz mum said that since the optometrist and a GP reackoned i couldnt drive, she said to see the eye doc. However Dr Boreham had retired so I had to go and see Dr Glida Kert for a routine checkup.
She did the usual light int eh eye test and stuff with dilated eyes, and wheeled away and said ah you got the detachment. So she refered me to the retinal specialist in their practice.
The specialist, Dr Aralar, said that if/when i need the operation, it would be corrected with a scleral buckle, in which they put like a buckle arond the middle of the eye, and stitch it into the sclera whcih I think is the white part of the eye. It stays in place for ever, unless there are some reasons for not having it in or something like that.
There are other ways of correcting it too, such as injecting a gas or silicone gel bubble into the fluid space, they get rid of that fluid and replace it with the gel. You have to spend like a month or so either method used, but with the gas bulble, you have to stay like looking down I think so that the gas doesnt go to the front I think.
I think one website i found said with the sclearal buckle you have to have your head upright for 50mins out of every 60mins, and the other 10mins you can like bend and stuff like that so that you dont go stiff. But that would be hard I reckon! At least its not as awkward as bending your neck!
Um one site I found said that the risk increases with above 6...dont knwo if its negative or positive...but eyah I guess the net isnt always accurate.
When I have finished my assignments Im going to look at more of the medical databases and stuff, to find out more accurate infor.
He didnt tell me how extensive my detachment was, but I read that there are some machines where they can take photos of the back of your eye, and I was going to ask last time for him to draw a diagram, but didnt ask. I might call into the QUT optometry clinic who have all the machines and stuff. Will be interesting to have a look at what it acutally looks like.
I think the flashes are like bits of something breaking off or something in the virtous fluid, and the pressure on the eye can cause tears, and if the fluid gets behind the tear, that can cause the actual retinal detachment.
I found out also that myopic pple are more at risk of glucoma....and then I found out after the detachment that after surgery there is risk of cataracts, which is just wonderful lol.
But the scary thing about the detachment is that when I went in for the op, the anaesthetist was sying its better to just get heavily sedated and recover quicker etc. Coz it was like 4pm, i was like i just want to get this over and done with and be on teh way to recover so i wouldve been sedated had the doc gone ahead. I know that in sedation you are awake and can hear and stuff, and that is what makes me nervous about the whole thing! Sure you forget everything from the point you start getting the sedation to when they switch it off after the op, but still, id prob shit myself during the operation.
And considering how much i was literally shitting myself during the morning and stuff, imagine it during the operation!
I think i better stop there lol....need to work on my other assignment that was due today but oh well....