I created a blog because I felt that I need to express my emotions that way. I could not turn to anyone else, even though I have a very close family, because one, they would only be sympathetic which would even add more to my distress because then I would feel very bad, and two, they wouldn't really know what I am experiencing because HSC is "very important". Even though I had 2 older siblings pass through, I just can't bring myself to tell them what has been going through my mind.
The blogging allows me to express myself freely and that is what I like about it because it doesn't really reply back, being sympathetic (although I do allow comments from other users/non-user about my blogging)