I realised something recently... (2 Viewers)

[Slingshot]

I think its funny everyone ignored that kids emo rant. If people in real life don't care about you then why the hell would we?

 

[ubernuton]

yay mass murder thread

and i know how you feel i almost burnt down my school

 

[jezstar]

I think its funny everyone ignored that kids emo rant. If people in real life don't care about you then why the hell would we?

your post would be more logical if you didnt reply at all!!!

 

[jezstar]

yay mass murder thread

and i know how you feel i almost burnt down my school

children of chaos

 

[jarkler]

the majority of you people have no idea what being alone really is, sure, some of you may have had bouts of of loneliness every now and then but i doubt many of you have felt the kind of loneliness and isolation that it can send you insane, make you want to do crazy things, make you want to wake up from this nightmare, every day is like being a ghost, no one notices you, you fear people so much yet you want to get to know them

from the day i was born i have been living in silence, the bone crushing agonizing silence that can only be defined as true perverseness, and you, my dear reader have no clue what I am about to accomplish

I do. I don't belong, I can't talk to people, and people don't want to know me. I suffer from asperger's, and I know about what you feel. PM me if you want to chat.

 

[squiresshane990]

iv been like that to an extent. its called the start of year 12. for me anyway.
i found myself drawing away from people. fearing what they thought( even though im not a mind reader, i like to think i am)
and yes the waking up with nightmares, and being so totally isolated and away from anything civilized was helpful for a week, but after that i started to get an ache in my body to go out. but i just couldnt.


standing in my room. biting my nails. hurling up in my bed, and crying so hard that it sent a headache that made my teeth hurt.

so many things stopped me.

yu dont have asbergers do yu?

and the things iv done from it are regrettable.

but i live from my life motto.

live life to the fullest and wihout regrets.

im off.


P.S. hope it helped. u not alone.....

Haha fuck

alex tasyys friend has aspergers

haha lol

 

[EpicFailGuy]

You guys just don't understand! No one fucking understands
It's like this well of blackness that forms in my heart, slowly consuming my whole
body, and the only way I can get it out is through my wrists.

Let it bleeed

 

[XPac2]

Can somebody say, drama queer?

 

[EpicFailGuy]

Can somebody say, drama queer?

are you talking about me?

 

[XPac2]

No, the guy who started this thread.

 

[x.christina]

this is the strangest thread.

WTF @ OP and alexalexalex-o

 

[silverpebble]

Ugh you insensitive pricks, so much that I wouldn't be surprised if the OP was a parody thread.
Whatever, benefit of the doubt.. it seems to also relate to social anxiety- that I identify with.

 

[Eclipse008]

Mood: Apathetic

My life is spiraling downward
I couldn't get enough money to go to the Blood Red Romance and Suffocate Me Dry concert
It sucks cause they play some of my favorite songs like "Stab my heart because I love you" and "Rip apart my soul" and of course "Stabby rip stab stab" And It doesn’t help that I couldn’t get my hair to do that flippy thing either… like that guy from that band can do… some days...

I’m an emo kid, non-conforming as can be
You’d be non-conforming too if you look just like me
I have paint on my nails and makeup on my face
I’m almost emo enough to start shaving my legs
Cause I feel real deep when I'm dressing in drag
I call it freedom of expression, most just call me a fag
'Cause our dudes look like chicks and chicks look like dykes
Cause emo is one step below transvestite

Stop my breathing and slit my throat
I must be emo

I don’t jump around when I go to shows
I must be emo

I’m dark and sensitive with low self esteem
The way I dress makes everyday feel like Halloween
I have no real problems but I like to make believe
I stole my sister’s mascara now I’m grounded for a week
Sulking and writing poetry are my hobbies
I can’t get through a hawthorne heights album without sobbing
Girls keep breaking up with me, it’s never any fun
They say they already have a pussy, they don’t need another one

Stop my breathing and slit my throat
I must be emo

I don’t jump around when I go to shows
I must be emo

Dye in my hair and polish on my toes
I must be emo

I play guitar and write suicide notes
I must be emo

my life is just a black abyss... ya know..it’s so dark. And it’s suffocating me, grabbing a hold of me and tightening its grip, tighter than a pair of my little sisters jeans...which look great on me by the way.

When I get depressed I cut my wrist in every direction
Hearing songs about getting dumped gives me an erection
I write in a live journal and wear thick rimmed glasses
I tell my friends I bleed black and cry during classes
I’m just a bad, cheap imitation of goth
You can read me “Catcher in the Rye” and watch me jack off
I wear skin tight clothes while hating my life
If I said that I like girls I’d only be half right

I look like I’m dead and dress like a homo
I must be emo

Screw xbox I play old school Nintendo
I must be emo

I like to whine and hate my parentals
I must be emo

Me and my friends all look like clones
I must be emo

My parents don’t get me ya know
They think I’m gay just because they saw me kiss a guy… well, a couple guys …but still, I mean it’s the 2000’s, can’t two…or 4 dudes make out with each other without being gay
I mean, chicks dig that kinda thing anyways
I don’t know diary, sometimes I think you are the only one that gets me…you’re my best friend
I feel like tacos

 

[Omie Jay]

wat u talkin about eclipse008?

 

[Eclipse008]

wat u talkin about eclipse008?

emo

 

[Omie Jay]

y b cut 4?

 

[Pace_T]

i know what its like to be truly lonely. i havent had a girlfriend my entire life.

i hate it. no one loves me.

 

[Iron]

Na, ur pretty cool imo Pace

 

[Pace_T]

Na, ur pretty cool imo Pace

already repped you

 

[iNerd]

i know what its like to be truly lonely. i havent had a girlfriend my entire life.

i hate it. no one loves me.

what a loser
it's called
friends
family?

jeez, are you one of those people who need a significant other at any point of life only to feel happiness?

or maybe I'm just one of those jealous sadist people who like being along?


yes I do like being alone, or maybe the idea



and the person who started this thread.
get some help?
go get laid?
DIARY. that helps