I deal with really bad anxiety and I can relate to feeling nervous for HSC, my stress during trials got to the point where I was literally having panic attacks before exams and I had to literally breathe manually bc I was so stressed i forgot how to breathe
@breadcrumbs is so right - another thing that has helped me IMMENSELY is taking a step back and recognising all of my efforts and how much I’ve achieved so far: you’ve worked SO hard these past 2 years and it will pay off. I also like to do affirmations and meditation before bed and every morning. It helps so much when you have a calm mind, even if thats only temporary. Good luck with your exams, everything will go fine!!
bro just chill ur taking it too deep like its just a paper and 2 years is nothing thats like the amount of time ppl divorce each other here, its just any other exam, just rock up and drop a W and stop thinking abt it so deeply like some ppl do and they be like "I'VE WORKED MY WHOLE 2 YEARS" "I SACRIFICED MY YU-GI-OH COLLECTION, MY NON EXISTENT SEX LIFE, MY DAD, MY GOLDFISH" etc. bc promise it feels so stupid after the hsc and no one really gives a shit later.
This is why you shouldn't go on forums now because you'll be in a group of anxious people who just spread their fear on everyone when in reality its not that deep.
You'll be fine, you probably are way more than set for your goal since you regularly study and you've been in a study oriented environment. if you keep on thinking about "could I fail" "what if I fail" you'll just create a self-fulfilling prophecy. Its like if you're driving and the only thing you think about is not hitting a ditch.. TF? like focus on the road too.
Think about "What can I do" "How can I do" "What should I do". You're not bad with anxiety, you're just choosing to think the wrong thinks. You've done all you can now, don't be stupid and lose everything because you end up over-panicking in the exam the first time you see a hard q and get overwhelmed. Just take it easy and go into the HSC like any other exam.
Its normal to feel nerves and its always a great thing to but it should never overwhelm you. If you feel no nerves then that's just as bad because you don't feel that pressure/stress to do your best. Be happy you feel anxious etc. and use it to motivate you to do your best.