fesi2w3
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I'm thinking of picking up Japanese Extension in Yr12 via distance education, which means I'd only be allowed to do 11 units. I'm thinking of dropping either Biology or Visual Arts, but it's tough TT I'm greedy so I'm aiming for a 99.95 ATAR, which is why I'm fumbling around with this decision so much. I want to do something science-related in the future, so keeping both Biology and Chemistry would be picture-perfect, but...
Right now I'm doing:
- English Advanced
- Maths Advanced
- Chemistry
- Japanese Continuers
- Biology
- Visual Arts
Things might change once I complete my preliminary exams and see the results.
One thing: I could 100% excel in either of those subjects if I put in the work, but it's difficult to convince myself to study for biology when my classes are so draining emotionally. I could learn to love the subject more if I tried, but I feel so stiff and uncomfortable in my class that I honestly would still hate (or at least feel very very very neutral and apathetic about) being in biology class.
Lastly, there's always the option of not doing Japanese Extension. But I want to take risks and try something new, and I think I'll regret it if I don't do it. You only live once, you know? I'm first in Japanese Continuers and I almost never receive less than 100% on any of my assessments, and if I do it's only the stray singular mark. I think I could excel in Japanese Extension. I want to excel in Japanese Extension. It's a challenge, but I want to take it on since I'll be getting more serious in my studies in Yr12 (obviously). It's a big change, and a lot of work, but I'm willing to put in the effort. It seems like a lot of fun, and I want to try. And more importantly, I love the subject!
Some thoughts, or encouragement would be appreciated!!!!!! Thank you for reading through this all!
Right now I'm doing:
- English Advanced
- Maths Advanced
- Chemistry
- Japanese Continuers
- Biology
- Visual Arts
Biology | Visual Arts |
- I genuinely, truly, LOVE biology. Absolutely love it. - My first assessment wasn't spectacular due to time management. I'm hoping my second will be better. - I really don't like my teacher much, I just don't vibe with her. There's no passion, just grind. Her classes are drab and I lose focus easily. We might have our teachers get shuffled around next year, but who knows if that'll apply to my class? We won't know what teachers we'll get until literally the start of Yr12, which is not something that I can afford to wait and see for since applications are due in the beginning of November. - I just don't like the people either that much either, so I feel awkward in that class. I only really talk to a couple people in that class, and then there's just a massive boys clique in the back that I DEFINITELY cannot talk to. - My specific biology class has a very strange arrangement where it's half computer lessons. Honestly not sure how I feel about it, they're very lazy lessons where our teacher assigns us work beforehand and we have to submit it, and a non-science teacher supervises us (not my biology teacher) during the lesson. - Honestly, my class is such a throw-away class. We straight up didn't have a teacher for 6 weeks of term 2, and so we'd get either random textbook lessons, patchwork biology lessons from science teachers that may have been free, or just free periods to do what we liked. - Don't get me wrong, I love it so much that I genuinely think I would do great in it if I were to just study it all on my own (except I wouldn't be able to afford that very much, because time-management). School biology has been brought down for me because of my horrendous teacher situations throughout the year, but I think I could definitely learn to love studying it. I'm spectacular at science. - I really don't want to drop biology for some inexplicable reason, maybe I'm just trauma-bonded to that stupid class. Maybe it's because I'm attached to my status as one of the top science students, so dropping the class feels a bit like an ego hit. | - LOVE visual arts, I'm a massive artist, I do art in my free time and it's my primary hobby. - I always get full marks on my artworks (which concerns me, because I'm not sure if this means my teacher is just a really gentle marker.) - I do well on my written assessments too, I always get full marks on my essays, although the short answer portions vary a little! I think I could get it up if I tried (most of the time I nap in the middle of my assessments and get As anyways). I'm just nervous that the HSC assessment will be significantly harder than my internals since I've somehow consistently scored so high (90s-100s). - Time management is so key in this subject, so having a BOW subject could be an issue if I'm also taking on online classes. Plus, I'm such a flighty and indecisive artist that it's hard to get me hammered into one idea, so I'm worried I'll waste a lot of time jumping between topics. - I know, I know, I'm falling to the same pitfalls as everyone else. But, scaling... it scales horrendously unless I get a Band 6. Yes, I'm consistently getting an A in Visual Arts, but the fact that it's so consistent worries me. I'm nervous my teachers grade too kindly, and that I'll get decimated in the HSC. Maybe I'm being silly though. |
Things might change once I complete my preliminary exams and see the results.
One thing: I could 100% excel in either of those subjects if I put in the work, but it's difficult to convince myself to study for biology when my classes are so draining emotionally. I could learn to love the subject more if I tried, but I feel so stiff and uncomfortable in my class that I honestly would still hate (or at least feel very very very neutral and apathetic about) being in biology class.
Lastly, there's always the option of not doing Japanese Extension. But I want to take risks and try something new, and I think I'll regret it if I don't do it. You only live once, you know? I'm first in Japanese Continuers and I almost never receive less than 100% on any of my assessments, and if I do it's only the stray singular mark. I think I could excel in Japanese Extension. I want to excel in Japanese Extension. It's a challenge, but I want to take it on since I'll be getting more serious in my studies in Yr12 (obviously). It's a big change, and a lot of work, but I'm willing to put in the effort. It seems like a lot of fun, and I want to try. And more importantly, I love the subject!
Some thoughts, or encouragement would be appreciated!!!!!! Thank you for reading through this all!