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  isho-3

• Yesterday at 7:18 PM

dont you love it when your meds puts your mental and physical anxiety through the roof inconsistently. unrelated: my heart is going a hundred miles an hour, my chest is this close to physically hurting with how uncomfortable it feels, and i am currently doom-procrastinating studying bc of something that normally is barely a big deal. go figure

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  isho-3

• Sunday at 4:39 PM

dont let ANYONE tell you going to the park isnt a good idea. not google maps gaslighting you not the weird bus timetables not even your own brain. by gods i am sitting on a bench with nice shade 5 meters away from the edge of a lake and i've just been walking for an hour and the hsc cannot fucking touch me here. touching grass is amazing actually

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  loveliw

• Apr 8, 2025

ISHO DO U HAVE ANY TIPS FOR MEMORISING LINES IN DRAMMA AHHHHHH

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  isho-3

• Apr 7, 2025

i got a 14/30 in my fucking english advanced rtw assessment,,,,,,,,, my god

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  isho-3

• Apr 5, 2025

did something just happen to the entire fucking bos site and every page turned into an "oopsies!! dunno what happened but something went wrong" page for a half an hour or was my computer just on crack

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  isho-3

• Apr 4, 2025

internal work placement hours are racking up,,,,,,, eisteddfod please please please let me in (and let me finish my 35 hours of external work placement in one go please)

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  isho-3

• Apr 4, 2025

genuinely how the fuck did my drama essay get a 19/20. it felt so shit how did it get. a 19. and the only reason i didn't full-mark is bc i didn't have a thesis statement?????? im so confused. but also hell yeah

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  isho-3

• Mar 31, 2025

again im so disappointed in the eng ext1 creative like,,,,,,, i had a good idea. but!!! i kept procrastinating!!!!! and did it last minute!!!!!! and so it was executed like shit!!!!! i even had a really good backup idea that i could used but noooooooo i wanted to be stubborn and make it work at 2 am in the morning!!!!! just,,,,,, uuuggghhhhhhhhhhh

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  isho-3

• Mar 31, 2025

TOMORROW,,,,,,, TOMORROW I WILL BE FUCKING DOOOOONNNNNNEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! RAAAAAAAGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHH (<-- just submitted one of their worst hand-in creative pieces yet bc they kept procrastinating shit. guys im so cooked for every english ever.)

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  isho-3

• Mar 27, 2025

IM DONE WITH CHINESE ORAL IM DOOOOOOONNNNNNEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!! IM SO CLOSE TO BEING DONE WITH ALL MY STUPIF FUCKING ASSESSMENTS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! JUST ENG EXT1 CREATIVE HANDIN ON TUSEDAY AND IM DOOOOOOONNNNNNNNEEEEEEEE!!!! WHY DID I HAVE BASICALLY THREE WEEKS OF EXAMS HOLY SHIT

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  isho-3

• Mar 23, 2025

drama essays are actually so stupid. this is only 5% of my fucking grade,,,,,,,,,,, why tf am i so stressed about how good it is. its fuckingg. 1000 words max. why did i go absolutely batshit insane stressing over it last night. im so sorry brother but it truly is NOT that fucking serious. be so fr.

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  isho-3

• Mar 20, 2025

entertainment is so nice to me. i somehow almost overstudied for the exam. and it was so easy,,,,,,,,,,,,,,, if i can do well on my math ext1 & drama performance i won't even be sad that i'm gonna get a shit grade in english and chinese speaking

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  isho-3

• Mar 19, 2025

this place feels so empty,,,,, it's so quiet,,,,,,,,,, where is everyone. i've seen neither hair nor hide from anyone for the past half an hour. am i going insane

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  isho-3

• Mar 19, 2025

i'm starting to love putting little stickers & gifs on my stuff like,,,,,, just slapping one onto the end of a post elevates the meaning. now there are two forms of communication to draw meaning from. have at thee *slaps a gold star onto your forehead*

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  isho-3

• Mar 18, 2025

just finished maths today and it was so good,,,,, managed to get half the exam time to thoroughly double check every question,,,,,, istg if i lose marks bc i didn't manage to catch something when i was checking im gonna change the trajectory of someone's life forever by becoming their traumatic traffic accident

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  Shavi Masee

• Mar 17, 2025

you weren't following me that whole time :0

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  isho-3

• Mar 17, 2025

while i'm still part frantically going over notes & practicing writing, part anxiously procrastinating: i cannot stress enough that the pomodoro technique works a stupid fucking amount of good. genuinely past me was a fucking idiot this shit rules. i have managed multiple hours of study a day that i would've wasted away if i hadn't used a pomodoro timer. it is so fucking worth it.

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  isho-3

• Mar 17, 2025

english exam in less than a few hours and my wrist is being a bitch,,,,,,, i am cooked i fear

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  isho-3

• Mar 16, 2025

less than 24 hours until my first exam in y11!! if tomorrow i get a weird fucking stimulus that i can't adapt my story ideas & newborn characters i made specifically for writing creatives i give up. at least i know for sure that no matter what both my math exams will carry me

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  isho-3

• Mar 15, 2025

i give up on making a brand new creative piece on the spot. fuck that!!! im gonna semi-procrastinate by making prewritten story & character banks and spending way too much time picking out their names and giving them backstories