youBROKEmyLIFE
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I'll be 21 next week, and I'm still a virgin. I have never had a girlfriend, nor have I had a girl take interest in me. I live with my parents, for free. I pay for my own food/groceries though. I consider myself to be rather unattractive, and it's not something I can change without plastic surgery.
I absolutely hate alcohol.
I have a minimum wage retail job. I dislike socializing and I feel like I disgust and bore other people by being around them. I can't shake the feeling that pretty much everyone is shallow, selfish and greedy. I have become rather disillusioned with the world as a whole.
Being open-minded, nice to other people, considerate and working hard at school may seem like a good idea, but in the real world it gets you nowhere. I have severe problems understanding how most things work. This is part of the reason why I didn't even apply for uni. I wasn't too keen on going in the first place, but when I got horribly confused by the whole application process I decided to just drop it. Yes, I am that pathetic.
I'm generally bored and tired of everything in my life...
Anyone the same?
I absolutely hate alcohol.
I have a minimum wage retail job. I dislike socializing and I feel like I disgust and bore other people by being around them. I can't shake the feeling that pretty much everyone is shallow, selfish and greedy. I have become rather disillusioned with the world as a whole.
Being open-minded, nice to other people, considerate and working hard at school may seem like a good idea, but in the real world it gets you nowhere. I have severe problems understanding how most things work. This is part of the reason why I didn't even apply for uni. I wasn't too keen on going in the first place, but when I got horribly confused by the whole application process I decided to just drop it. Yes, I am that pathetic.
I'm generally bored and tired of everything in my life...
Anyone the same?
