Idk if ur trolling or not but chill, if those kids are really as bad at maths as you say then they will get absolutely destroyed by trials and you can easily make up for any mark losses with that.
And also, trust me, living your entire life alone will not make you happy, and nor will spending your entire life without any purpose/job sitting at home all day. It’s well documented psychologically that isolating yourself is extremely bad for your mental health and is pretty much just guaranteed depression.
Okay. I was actaully really angry at chemistry and physics. I was also a bit angry at software. This assignment is a PITA, however it is a one nighter assignment.
Okay but I don't care about anyone. I know I'm sounding edgy, but apart from my parents, grandparents and my dear siblings I care about no one. I can't form proper relationships with people. In year 6 I had a few friends. We even hung out. Although after year 6 ended I ghosted them all and stopped caring the instant year 7 started. Even now I don't care about my friends. I tell them on a regular basis that I would abandon the 5 years I knew them for a night with a hot sexy girl. And they know I'm not kidding.
I actually care a little bit about sexy girls. They're really hot and the onlly people in school I actually care about. However conversations with them never last longer than 2 minutes and are super awkwaerd. Yes I tried. Also I fail to see why hot girls would hang out with the creepy dude in the back of the classroom. Because that's how they perceive me. And quite frankly, I like being the creepy guy in the corner. I don't have to deal with the complex politics of high school and acting like a(n?) eunuch with his dick sawed off.
Seriosly social interactoins are just stressful. I can't fathom acting like that for 6 hours a day. And they're just as creepy pieces of shits as me. Once during class I was seated behind the popular kids, and they were bragging about filming a sexually changed video about a girl and selling it. Then they went right back to those girls and sucked up to them. Damn that's political. That was just beautiful to watch as suddenly my peers felt like actual people instead of caricatures of those tv jocks. IT was beautiful taht they were actual people and I even gained some newfound respect for them.
I fail to undertand how poeple act "normal". I used to have more friends however they all abandoned me in early year 11 because I kept on talking about all the girls I wanted to fuck for hours on end and didn't shut up. And quite frankly that's all I wanted to talk about. Also the dudes who hang otu with girls. i don't understand how they do it. How can they keep their dick under control? Serioulsy they act as if they don't feel like fucking teh hot gilrs. Because those girls are so hot. I wish I stood a chance with them. I asked one once how he didn't feel like fucking them 24/7 but I think he told them because they all girls glare at me lol.
Anyway the point I'm trying to make is that I have no desire to act like an actual human being and would rather just live like a loner. I just want money, video games and prostitutes.
