Pakisman
New Member
Alright, I'm pretty sure most people experience this at some point, but I'm pretty freaked out right now. I'm currently doing trials, and getting burnt out. I just can't find motivation to work, or anything for that point, I just feel empty inside. I think it's because I'm really freaking out. I'm in a selective school, and that just makes it worse since I'm like "I don't deserve to be here because I ain't working as hard as I could be." My ATAR aim's always been 95+, and I've found that I can only achieve 93. Now, I'm not trying to sound pretentious, but by my standards, which I've set for myself, that's not good. And knowing it's pseudo-impossible to reach that ATAR sucks,
Also, I'm doing 4U math AND SDD. I'm pretty subpar at both of them, and I do 12 units, so I'm not sure which one to drop..... I feel screwed either way. I'm honestly so stressed, but able to somehow appear "Normal" to people still. There's alot more going around in this brain, but it's hard to put into words
What do I do? I'm just..... I feel like I can't even anymore
Also, I'm doing 4U math AND SDD. I'm pretty subpar at both of them, and I do 12 units, so I'm not sure which one to drop..... I feel screwed either way. I'm honestly so stressed, but able to somehow appear "Normal" to people still. There's alot more going around in this brain, but it's hard to put into words
What do I do? I'm just..... I feel like I can't even anymore