Providence.
Banned
You called me.AAO89 said:To have the providence to see the harshness of reality and the hurt that is caused by your actions with no method to affect any real change is the cruelest reality. I look around me at the people I know and I see such incredible pain... I see people forfeiting the things that make our world beautiful, feeding their primordial desires and leave our humanity behind. I see people being tricked, everywhere, by everyone... and these people who are being tricked by others, tricking others. I have such terrible thoughts and have seen such terrible things... I don't understand our world much anymore. I've been raped and felt the pain of sitting across from your rapist while everyone laughs and pretends it's ok. I've been tormented and beat by assholes, then when I've had my vengeance and hurt them twofold... realised how beautiful they really are and how wrong such vengeance is. I've been jealous of everyone while at the same time held a firm belief that my life is greater than theirs. I've used peoples hearts to get what I want and hurt more than I can stand to think of.... But I know I'll continue. I've tried to use drugs to numb myself out from the world but it just doesn't work for me, I still see this world as clear as day.
How may god assist your path to the other world ?