so,
I've pretty much given up. Despite getting a tutor, despite working out a plan of action and despite working out how to go about dividing my time for each topic in the HSC course I just can't do it.
Bottom line is, I'm just not applying myself consistently. That's it. I don't have any reason not to and I understand it's something that just HAS to be done. I could blame it on a lack of motivation, though others have suggested it may be a deep rooted issue, with lack of motivation being a byproduct.
I've really wanted to let me Maths teacher know of my situation, it's reflected pretty tangibly in my assessment marks although I feel so out of touch. I feel like I have a liability to tell him about my entire situation. I might just leave it till the end, after the HSC and tell him why my mark is so bad. He's the quintessential example of a perfect teacher, organised, informative and fun. Yeah, so I just got can't seem to tell him. He'd be completely accommodating I know, but yeah I just can't.
I'm in a bit of a pickle. Someone help me lol.
I've pretty much given up. Despite getting a tutor, despite working out a plan of action and despite working out how to go about dividing my time for each topic in the HSC course I just can't do it.
Bottom line is, I'm just not applying myself consistently. That's it. I don't have any reason not to and I understand it's something that just HAS to be done. I could blame it on a lack of motivation, though others have suggested it may be a deep rooted issue, with lack of motivation being a byproduct.
I've really wanted to let me Maths teacher know of my situation, it's reflected pretty tangibly in my assessment marks although I feel so out of touch. I feel like I have a liability to tell him about my entire situation. I might just leave it till the end, after the HSC and tell him why my mark is so bad. He's the quintessential example of a perfect teacher, organised, informative and fun. Yeah, so I just got can't seem to tell him. He'd be completely accommodating I know, but yeah I just can't.
I'm in a bit of a pickle. Someone help me lol.