hsc_dysentery
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- Joined
- Sep 19, 2004
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- HSC
- 2004
ok,, $1300 makes me feel better
right, ok, now that i know how much some people have spent, it makes me feel better.
well, i m independent in every terms,, especially financially so it was bit much but
i spent like $200 on framed canvases which i f***ed it up
and like $100 on marbling equipments
probably another $100 on chemicals like burex and alum and like a binding agents
$50 on paper
$20 on pen nibs
ink was free so that was good
$50 on lettering sets
and about $100 on gold leaves and gold size..
it was still freaken too much for me coz i had to pay the fucken rent + food+other kits for survival.
and I failed like twice which really made me feel like suiciding
i dont know why i'm so not previleged even to a normal standard of other candidates...
i think i'm getting punished for something...
maybe i commited crime in my previous life?? or something
the whole world is against me~
right, ok, now that i know how much some people have spent, it makes me feel better.
well, i m independent in every terms,, especially financially so it was bit much but
i spent like $200 on framed canvases which i f***ed it up
and like $100 on marbling equipments
probably another $100 on chemicals like burex and alum and like a binding agents
$50 on paper
$20 on pen nibs
ink was free so that was good
$50 on lettering sets
and about $100 on gold leaves and gold size..
it was still freaken too much for me coz i had to pay the fucken rent + food+other kits for survival.
and I failed like twice which really made me feel like suiciding
i dont know why i'm so not previleged even to a normal standard of other candidates...
i think i'm getting punished for something...
maybe i commited crime in my previous life?? or something
the whole world is against me~