So im in year 12 and ive done my first two tasks for ext 1 and ext 2 maths and im wondering if anyone who did the hsc or is doing it now feels the same way.
I haven't gotten my ranks yet or my ext 2 task back but i walked out of the ext 2 exam pretty bummed and disappointed in myself, and talking to friends made realise i most likely will score lower than them. I thought i was prepared enough, like i know u can't exactly feel 100% prepared for a maths exam but i opened the paper and saw like a bunch/few questions that i instantly knew i wouldn't be able to do, and luckily i did manage to solve and clutch one or two of those hard questions towards the end (like one of them i managed to get the LHS of the proof but not the RHS?? i was so confused). I went through the fitzpatrick textbook and did the chapter review questions and also did cambridge review questions and did a bunch of past papers, tbh i could have done more and definitely started studying earlier and worked harder but it just feels like even tho im trying to grind it out, it feels like my results won't be a reflection of my efforts which is just frustrating
I know i haven't gotten my paper back but knowing that my ext 2 class is small like 22 people i can't help but feel anxious and worried and angry at myself and my ranks. Btw the avg rank for a E4 for my school is top 4 ranks so it kinda just feels like ive shot myself in the foot. Im not sure what else i should do, everyone keeps saying oh if u grind it out and really lock in u will do well and i want to believe in that but i can't help but doubt myself. I know that compared to my peers maths is definitely a little less natural to me so i am aware that i need to work harder, like when i go through textbooks eg: cambridge, terry lee i do find the exercises hard and ik i shouldn't be so fixated on the textbook problems but ive committed to ext 2 already so im not sure how i should push forward. Like im very much willing to go all in for ext2 and hopefully get the scaling benefit cause maths is my best performing subject after all. I know i have potential and im trying to believe in myself and be patient with myself cause lets be honest maths ext2 is tough.
And for year 11 for ext 1 my rankings for the first 2 tasks were always stable near 20ish and for prelims ive managed to break into the lower end of to top 20, but it kinda feels like breaking into top 10 is near impossible bc everyone is just so smart. Like im just scraping the band 6 range for ext1 tbh.
Im not really sure if this is just a mindset/mentality issue but i know that i need to push forward regardless and keep grinding and try to not give up cause if i give up it really is over...
If anyone can i guess offer their experience or their perspective on this or just any takeaways they had or any effective methods to prepare for the next exam or just anything useful 🫂
I haven't gotten my ranks yet or my ext 2 task back but i walked out of the ext 2 exam pretty bummed and disappointed in myself, and talking to friends made realise i most likely will score lower than them. I thought i was prepared enough, like i know u can't exactly feel 100% prepared for a maths exam but i opened the paper and saw like a bunch/few questions that i instantly knew i wouldn't be able to do, and luckily i did manage to solve and clutch one or two of those hard questions towards the end (like one of them i managed to get the LHS of the proof but not the RHS?? i was so confused). I went through the fitzpatrick textbook and did the chapter review questions and also did cambridge review questions and did a bunch of past papers, tbh i could have done more and definitely started studying earlier and worked harder but it just feels like even tho im trying to grind it out, it feels like my results won't be a reflection of my efforts which is just frustrating
I know i haven't gotten my paper back but knowing that my ext 2 class is small like 22 people i can't help but feel anxious and worried and angry at myself and my ranks. Btw the avg rank for a E4 for my school is top 4 ranks so it kinda just feels like ive shot myself in the foot. Im not sure what else i should do, everyone keeps saying oh if u grind it out and really lock in u will do well and i want to believe in that but i can't help but doubt myself. I know that compared to my peers maths is definitely a little less natural to me so i am aware that i need to work harder, like when i go through textbooks eg: cambridge, terry lee i do find the exercises hard and ik i shouldn't be so fixated on the textbook problems but ive committed to ext 2 already so im not sure how i should push forward. Like im very much willing to go all in for ext2 and hopefully get the scaling benefit cause maths is my best performing subject after all. I know i have potential and im trying to believe in myself and be patient with myself cause lets be honest maths ext2 is tough.
And for year 11 for ext 1 my rankings for the first 2 tasks were always stable near 20ish and for prelims ive managed to break into the lower end of to top 20, but it kinda feels like breaking into top 10 is near impossible bc everyone is just so smart. Like im just scraping the band 6 range for ext1 tbh.
Im not really sure if this is just a mindset/mentality issue but i know that i need to push forward regardless and keep grinding and try to not give up cause if i give up it really is over...
If anyone can i guess offer their experience or their perspective on this or just any takeaways they had or any effective methods to prepare for the next exam or just anything useful 🫂


