lmao I'm the only one continuing with my 1 unit in my maths class and so instead of having 2 before school 4U maths periods they might have all 3 before school because of meeeeee (am the ops in my maths class)
they cancelled our work experience n said they will never make our year group do it (our yr advisor left last day term 3 n no one wants to take his place to manage work experience)
whats annoying is that last yr group n the next yr group (will) got/get one except us
(we're told if we want to do it we have to do it by ourselves )
chat being socially awkward is a daily burden i swear tell me WHY I said hi to a boy from work the other day and my voice cracked. LIKE OUT OF THE OTHER TIMES IM YAPPING WHY NOW?!?!?!?!? idk how extroverts do it i swear
I am feeling so down right now and stressed.
I am so depressed from not taking my chance to join chemistry and now feel i have screwed my self over for the hsc subject wise.
I am trying to forget and move on but I just can’t It’s literally impossible for me to forget my bad decision; it is replaying in my mind every day and honestly driving me crazy.