Ultimately, the great sense of vividness that is gained from being alone with the present moment results in a feeling similar to that of being on a holiday or having a nightmare, and that very nature is maintained continuously no matter the uniqueness of the relationships or experiences.
Experiences gained through this will result in the creation of relationships with things through significant memories that deem to have a particular meaning to me, such as love or hate.
I want, more than anything, to be free-spirited.
In order for this to happen, I must feel alone under all circumstances and that everything that happens to me, no matter how technically repetitive, feels new due to a clear vision unblocked by ego.