update, i think my effort reflects a 96.5, i shouldmt be so bitter
Bc dux at my school got 99.45 and like my atar goal was 99,.5 and i thought in could never compete with her so like how could i beat her even if she couldnt even get 99.5 (i hope that makes sense)
also im drunk sooooooo, idk maybe ill feel worse in the morning but all is fine right now
Just shows really how much effort goes into those 99 atars which i honestly undreestimated so like im in the wrong tbh
im like a switchblade just reversing my emotions real quick, and also i beat my brothers 96.35 so like dab