4 years ago, I moved schools. She was essentially one of the first few people I met then. After months of spending time together, I realised that she held affections for me. I really didn't act on it then because I didn't know how to respond and I was kind of a pussy. In year 10, I asked her out in person but she was embarrassed and told me she would think about it. We essentially grew distant then. A month progressed and finally she approached me endeavouring to start a conversation but I was way butthurt and refused. There were also other mutliple instances of this throughout the years and this has resulted in a distance between us. It's now year 12 and I have a term left before we part ways forever. I deeply regret my past and feel like it needs to be resolved. I don't know how she feels about me now, but I know I have a chance and the only thing stopping me is myself. The thing is I just never find any opportunities. She's always around people and I would rather it be private.