i'm so like u... i had major cry this evening... with mum doing the whole guilt trip talk "you haven't been doing very much work, you're smart, you don't have to work as much as most people, and you have more brains than most of our family put together, you are going to do well, but you have the potential to do really really well..." kinda put it all into perspective that i'm not doing enough work... so i did about 45 mins study, and now what the hell am i doing back here? ahhhhhhhhhhh