Perhaps this extract from my senior study guide will help you, for the full guide click:
http://community.boredofstudies.org...w-excel-senior-year-studies-yr-11-12-a-5.html
http://community.boredofstudies.org...w-excel-senior-year-studies-yr-11-12-a-7.html (read my reply to Kittyrules on this page as well-it might help you a bit
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Throughout my senior years of study, although the majority of my assessment marks were moderately good, there were times which I had 'failed' certain assessment tasks and didn't achieve as good a result as I could like. There are various examples which I can extract from my senior studies and which may be familiar to some BOSers already
My experiences:
1. First was a maths extension one test I had on inequalities in year 11, where I got less than 50% for the test-where the average was around 50%-(although there were various personal circumstances pertaining to my poor performance, needless to say, I had failed very badly in getting below average where I had been in the past the consistent top 5 of my maths cohort all throughout my high school years-albeit in a low ranking school).
2. Second was when I failed a chemistry practical assessment in year 12. It was a shocking blow-since the assessment occurred in the later half of the year, having came first in all my other assessments so far that year, you could imagine my horror in knowing that the mark I got placed me in the bottom half of my chemistry cohort. Beyond the fear for my internal rankings and ATAR was an intrinsic fear against failure-failure that I couldn't keep up with my own expectations as well as adhere to the expectations of others.
3. Third instance was in year 11, where I had failed to attain full marks for an essay writing assessment because my hand writing was illegible and the teacher deducted marks as a result of needing to have me to read the essay aloud to her. The illegibility of my hand writing in the past had been a problem that plagued me all throughout my senior study years-and it was constantly commented upon by those who marked my English papers as well as my science papers. It was a difficult blow, since it was something I felt I could not change-since I felt writing more/writing faster was a sort of expression of the additional effort I was willing to put into my exam to demonstrate my full commitment to doing my very best every single time. Whenever I hear these teachers giving lectures on students with illegible hand writing are disrespecting their studies-and I was fully aware they were only probably referring to me, whenever I was often the only person in the class whose paper was withheld from disclosure of exam results because of teachers not being able to read my hand writing. Although I greatly appreciated how understanding and sympathetic my teachers was, it was a problem that involved me shedding much tears and frustration(I literally tried all possible approaches to improve the legibility of my hand writing-to no avail).
My top tips to handle these situations:
1. Cry, express your emotions/frustrations, you need to have some sort of release of emotions about your marks if possible-it might be through engaging in a sport or talking to a friend, do what you need to do to let those emotions run out.
2. Look at the exam paper/assessment objectively, look at the marking criteria, force yourself to read through the teacher's comments and make sure you understand each comment. Understand what your mistakes are, accept them, and learn and remember to avoid making those SAME mistakes the next time around(whether it be your exam preparation method, exam techniques and what not).
3)Under no circumstances should you engage in a comparison of your academic potential or results in relation to other people-it is fruitless, it is futile, it is not fun.
4)Renew your academic efforts with greater rigour, greater determination to focus on your goals and persevere till the end, Convince yourself that doing poorly in one assessment tasks is not the end of the world. This is a well known secret-the top students in your grade, regardless of what school you go to, is often differentiated by their great psychological resilience to keep going and keep performing despite possibly receiving a bad result or two that you may not know about.
5)It is very important at the end of the day you see everything as a learning experience, see HSC, your preliminary years, as an opportunity to grow, to extend your capabilities, to realise your academic potentials, to test your time management skills, and to develop your interpersonal connections and associations. Keep a balance in life, keep things in perspective, and keep a sense of optimism to motivate yourself to not give up, despite all odds and adversities, until the very last second.