I put lots of hard work in. So much effort. And I get marks that make me want to cry and rip those papers to shreds. Even my parents complain about all the late hours I spend.
I work hard on assessment tasks. But I don't study for tests and stuff. When it comes to the HSC and everything, of course I'm going to study.
But it's not just my attitude. My attitude is one factor... Remember how in art, the highest was 16/20? I found out today I got 15. I was screaming and jumping like a kid at xmas. But that's still only 75%. Anything below 80% is C-R-A-P!
I know what you mean about a miracle and stuff... But the other factor is my family. I simply can't do it. There's too much going on at home. After high school, I'll do as I please. I'll be able to have a lot more freedom to take my life into my own hands and decide on a career that suits MY tastes.
I know about passive/active learning. I'm very ambitious and motivated and everything, but when it comes down to actually doing it, I pull out every excuse under the sun. I procrastinate like you wouldn't believe. I do my homework as the teacher marks the roll. I put everything until the very last second. And it's because I feel like I can't do the work.
However...
If I saw the same work again, I'd be like, "Omg? You serious? This is so easy! I already know all this, I'm gonna ace it!"
With a positive attitude, I think I'd definitely do a lot better.
I can't afford a tutor. I went to summer school though and it was great, really motivated me and explained a lot of things I wasn't sure about. But as soon as the lectures are over, they're over. I feel like I can't do anything without somebody standing on my head.
I'm contradicting myself... Going to TAFE a couple of times a week certainly doesn't mean I have somebody pushing me to do the work. But maybe then I'll actually realize that if I fail, it's my fault and nobody else's.
I don't want to go to TAFE until I've finished high school. After all, I might not have to repeat all subjects. I'll see how I go. But I'm really disappointed with my progress so far. I can't stuff up anymore. There's no room for mistakes and that's even more pressure.
Pressure = Procrastination
Sigh. I'm sorry. You aren't a counsellor lol.
I work hard on assessment tasks. But I don't study for tests and stuff. When it comes to the HSC and everything, of course I'm going to study.
But it's not just my attitude. My attitude is one factor... Remember how in art, the highest was 16/20? I found out today I got 15. I was screaming and jumping like a kid at xmas. But that's still only 75%. Anything below 80% is C-R-A-P!
I know what you mean about a miracle and stuff... But the other factor is my family. I simply can't do it. There's too much going on at home. After high school, I'll do as I please. I'll be able to have a lot more freedom to take my life into my own hands and decide on a career that suits MY tastes.
I know about passive/active learning. I'm very ambitious and motivated and everything, but when it comes down to actually doing it, I pull out every excuse under the sun. I procrastinate like you wouldn't believe. I do my homework as the teacher marks the roll. I put everything until the very last second. And it's because I feel like I can't do the work.
However...
If I saw the same work again, I'd be like, "Omg? You serious? This is so easy! I already know all this, I'm gonna ace it!"
With a positive attitude, I think I'd definitely do a lot better.
I can't afford a tutor. I went to summer school though and it was great, really motivated me and explained a lot of things I wasn't sure about. But as soon as the lectures are over, they're over. I feel like I can't do anything without somebody standing on my head.
I'm contradicting myself... Going to TAFE a couple of times a week certainly doesn't mean I have somebody pushing me to do the work. But maybe then I'll actually realize that if I fail, it's my fault and nobody else's.
I don't want to go to TAFE until I've finished high school. After all, I might not have to repeat all subjects. I'll see how I go. But I'm really disappointed with my progress so far. I can't stuff up anymore. There's no room for mistakes and that's even more pressure.
Pressure = Procrastination
Sigh. I'm sorry. You aren't a counsellor lol.