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so i feel like the biggest fool in the world.

i found out that the guy have been sleeping with and the guy i lost my virginity too has got a girlfriend.

he told me, that they've been going out for a week and he want to be friends with me.

i want to hate him but i cant, he said that he cared about me and he meant a lot to me but as a couple we would never work out coz my older brother is his mate. only as far as i know my brother didnt give a damn that we were together...

all my friends warned me against him and said that i was to good for him; but i want to know what makes them think that. i'll be 19 in a few months and he was the closet thing ive had to a relationship and he didnt even want me

im an idiot coz i think i love him
 

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makedamnsure101 said:
so i feel like the biggest fool in the world.

i found out that the guy have been sleeping with and the guy i lost my virginity too has got a girlfriend.

he told me, that they've been going out for a week and he want to be friends with me.

i want to hate him but i cant, he said that he cared about me and he meant a lot to me but as a couple we would never work out coz my older brother is his mate. only as far as i know my brother didnt give a damn that we were together...

all my friends warned me against him and said that i was to good for him; but i want to know what makes them think that. i'll be 19 in a few months and he was the closet thing ive had to a relationship and he didnt even want me

im an idiot coz i think i love him
Dumbass, he's using you for sex.

Kick his ass to the curb.
 
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the pathetic thing is i know all this. i know he took advantage of me that why i feel like such an idiot coz i believed every word he said and i still dont hate him. i think im deranged
 
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makedamnsure101 said:
so i feel like the biggest fool in the world.

i found out that the guy have been sleeping with and the guy i lost my virginity too has got a girlfriend.

he told me, that they've been going out for a week and he want to be friends with me.

i want to hate him but i cant, he said that he cared about me and he meant a lot to me but as a couple we would never work out coz my older brother is his mate. only as far as i know my brother didnt give a damn that we were together...

all my friends warned me against him and said that i was to good for him; but i want to know what makes them think that. i'll be 19 in a few months and he was the closet thing ive had to a relationship and he didnt even want me

im an idiot coz i think i love him
It's not the end of the world. It is highly tragic that you had to go through that ordeal and I hope that that experience remains short-lived in your memory.

My heart reaches out to you. I feel extremely sympathetic.
 
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I've been in the same situation. I liked him before we did anything, though. He was just trying to fuck me in the end. Stay away from this guy. Your feelings will thank you for it. You're much better off without him, find a guy who likes you genuinely. Your body is a temple etc. And remember: Every cloud has a smokey, grey lining.
 

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You've got this new head filled up with smoke
I've got my veins all tangled close
To the jukebox bars you frequent
The safest place to hide
A long night spent with your most obvious weakness
You start shaking at the thought you are everything I want
'Cause you are everything I'm not

And we lay, we lay together just not
Too close, too close (How close is close enough?)
We lay, we lay together just not
Too close, too close

I just wanna break you down so badly
Well I trip over everything you say
I just wanna break you down so badly
In the worst way

My inarticulate store bought hangover hobby kit
It talks, it says, "You, oh, you are so cool."
"Scissor shaped across the bed, you are red, violent red."
You hollow out my hungry eyes
You hollow out my hungry eyes

And we lay, we lay together just not
Too close, too close (How close is close enough?)
We lay, we lay together just not
Too close, too close

I just wanna break you down so badly
Well I trip over everything you say
Well I just wanna break you down so badly
In the worst way

I just wanna break you down so badly
Well I trip over everything you say
I just wanna break you down so badly
In the worst way (worst way)

I'm gonna make damn sure that you can't ever leave
No, you won't ever get too far from me
You won't ever get too far from me
I'll make damn sure that you can't ever leave
No, you won't ever get too far from me
You won't ever get too far from me
You won't ever get too far from me (ever get too far)
You won't ever get too far...

I just wanna break you down so badly
Well I trip over everything you say
Well I just wanna break you down so badly
In the worst way (worst way)

I'm gonna make damn sure
I just wanna break you down so badly
I just wanna break you down so badly (damn sure)
In the worst way (worst way)
 
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okay this is what you do. go tell his gf his an ass coz his cheated on her or blackmail him, which ever works for you :D.

but seriously, your 19! your still young! There are a billion other guys waiting for you. Why the hell should you restrict yourself to this prick? He is not worth it D=

Just go out into the real world, put a smile on your face and get that bloke out of your life.

GAH!
 
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you weren't necessarily stupid for sleeping with him but if you continue to be involved with him now, you are an idiot. abort.
 
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breaking said:
You've got this new head filled up with smoke
I've got my veins all tangled close
To the jukebox bars you frequent
The safest place to hide
A long night spent with your most obvious weakness
You start shaking at the thought you are everything I want
'Cause you are everything I'm not

And we lay, we lay together just not
Too close, too close (How close is close enough?)
We lay, we lay together just not
Too close, too close

I just wanna break you down so badly
Well I trip over everything you say
I just wanna break you down so badly
In the worst way

My inarticulate store bought hangover hobby kit
It talks, it says, "You, oh, you are so cool."
"Scissor shaped across the bed, you are red, violent red."
You hollow out my hungry eyes
You hollow out my hungry eyes

And we lay, we lay together just not
Too close, too close (How close is close enough?)
We lay, we lay together just not
Too close, too close

I just wanna break you down so badly
Well I trip over everything you say
Well I just wanna break you down so badly
In the worst way

I just wanna break you down so badly
Well I trip over everything you say
I just wanna break you down so badly
In the worst way (worst way)

I'm gonna make damn sure that you can't ever leave
No, you won't ever get too far from me
You won't ever get too far from me
I'll make damn sure that you can't ever leave
No, you won't ever get too far from me
You won't ever get too far from me
You won't ever get too far from me (ever get too far)
You won't ever get too far...

I just wanna break you down so badly
Well I trip over everything you say
Well I just wanna break you down so badly
In the worst way (worst way)

I'm gonna make damn sure
I just wanna break you down so badly
I just wanna break you down so badly (damn sure)
In the worst way (worst way)
That song is so fitting.
 

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I feel for you.
I think you need to just think about it for a little while, and try not to see as much of him as possible. It may make you 'get' over him a little easier.
 

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Since he used you for sex.

Find a new boyfriend, have sex with him, make a video of it or take pictures, send it to his email address and tell him it was a accident, he will so get jealous of you.

Or you can turn lesbian and steal his girlfriend.
 

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he wouldn't have left you if you let him use the back door.
 

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chicky_pie said:
Since he used you for sex.

Find a new boyfriend, have sex with him, make a video of it or take pictures, send it to his email address and tell him it was a accident, he will so get jealous of you.

Or you can turn lesbian and steal his girlfriend.
Yeah, or he could just forward it on to everyone he knows or sell it for profits on the interwebs.
 

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breaking said:
You've got this new head filled up with smoke
I've got my veins all tangled close
To the jukebox bars you frequent
The safest place to hide
A long night spent with your most obvious weakness
You start shaking at the thought you are everything I want
'Cause you are everything I'm not

And we lay, we lay together just not
Too close, too close (How close is close enough?)
We lay, we lay together just not
Too close, too close

I just wanna break you down so badly
Well I trip over everything you say
I just wanna break you down so badly
In the worst way

My inarticulate store bought hangover hobby kit
It talks, it says, "You, oh, you are so cool."
"Scissor shaped across the bed, you are red, violent red."
You hollow out my hungry eyes
You hollow out my hungry eyes

And we lay, we lay together just not
Too close, too close (How close is close enough?)
We lay, we lay together just not
Too close, too close

I just wanna break you down so badly
Well I trip over everything you say
Well I just wanna break you down so badly
In the worst way

I just wanna break you down so badly
Well I trip over everything you say
I just wanna break you down so badly
In the worst way (worst way)

I'm gonna make damn sure that you can't ever leave
No, you won't ever get too far from me
You won't ever get too far from me
I'll make damn sure that you can't ever leave
No, you won't ever get too far from me
You won't ever get too far from me
You won't ever get too far from me (ever get too far)
You won't ever get too far...

I just wanna break you down so badly
Well I trip over everything you say
Well I just wanna break you down so badly
In the worst way (worst way)

I'm gonna make damn sure
I just wanna break you down so badly
I just wanna break you down so badly (damn sure)
In the worst way (worst way)
u emo
 

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makedamnsure101 said:
so i feel like the biggest fool in the world.

i found out that the guy have been sleeping with and the guy i lost my virginity too has got a girlfriend.

he told me, that they've been going out for a week and he want to be friends with me.

i want to hate him but i cant, he said that he cared about me and he meant a lot to me but as a couple we would never work out coz my older brother is his mate. only as far as i know my brother didnt give a damn that we were together...

all my friends warned me against him and said that i was to good for him; but i want to know what makes them think that. i'll be 19 in a few months and he was the closet thing ive had to a relationship and he didnt even want me

im an idiot coz i think i love him
lol, fkn pwned
 

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I can hardly believe that you "love" him.

Just about everything heals with time. Keep away from him for the time being.
What's done is done and nothing you can do will be able to reverse it so stop being so held up over it.

/cliche.
 

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