anyways i have my own plans in life. you may think me studying 5 hours a day is stupid, but thats what im doing, im not forcing you to study 5 hours. i chose low scaling subjects, thats my choice, i didnt impose that on you. i have autism and adhd, thats something ive decided i wont let impede my goals. you may have decided to give up if you were in my situation, but you arent in that situation, and its not your choice and you dont know how i feel. these are all my choices, and i personally dont think theyre bad and that i need advice from you, especially since you havent really demonstrated some crazy academic excellence. we are both in different situations, and what im doing is right for me, not for you, im not forcing you to do what i do.