Ive changed in the sense where i have matured a lot. Going to every party i was invited to and never being home became the last thing on my mind, i just wanted to stay in my room and read, or be by myself. I lost social skills, relised what i truly want in life and what i have to do to get it. Ive realised study is important and i enjoy learning. I learnt so much about myself, and thankfully gained a whole lot of once lost faith & trust from my parents, maybe thats also as a result of turning 18, but they realise im not the same 'little shit' i was back in my younger days.
I realised just how great my teachers really are and how much i love the learning side of school, and began to dislike the socialising side of it. Totally learnt to walk on my own and not be embarresed or nothing, realiised how childish some people are, what i like and dislike about others and how much i cant wait to finiish school, although ill miss it, and just get out there!
Soo much went down and it all seems so far away now! 2 years of the biggest journey ever..
cant wait for the next chapter, and to "never put off till tomorrow the fun you can have today" ever again, to start taking care of myself again, in terms of health, my hair etc lol and to just do eveything on my long list of "things to do after the hsc"
Oh and totally learnt you need balance in life!