lyounamu
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Ahhhhhh!!!
I do not know what's wrong with me. I am absolutely sick of being myself. I am not doing anything (except hanging out others & heaps of procrastination). Since the holiday started, my whole learning has been full of procrastination and disrupted by my arrogance. I have not produced any productive studies since then. Some people (including my parents) say that I am working too hard but that's absolutely not the reason. It is just that my approach towards my academic life dramatically changed since the holiday started.
Listen, I was not like this when I was in Year 9 & Year 10. In Year 9 & Year 10, I was a new kid at school who could not even speak English properly. I was virtually dumbass. I was rejected from the Acceleration class & placed in the bottom English class. However, I remained modest & appreciative of the supports that I receive from teachers.
All those rejections and shame drove me to work my hardest in all subjects to drive myself to the top. By the end of Year 10, I achieved basically all I wanted to achieve (top ranks, acceleration class and recognition).
Now, being at the top (or closest to the top) makes me feel arrogant & retarded f***. I did not do any homework in the first week & 2nd week. How sad is that?? I also received several negative comments from teachers (for the first time!!!
)! I do not know how I can go back to how I was in Year 9 & 10. Any help is appreciated.
I do not know what's wrong with me. I am absolutely sick of being myself. I am not doing anything (except hanging out others & heaps of procrastination). Since the holiday started, my whole learning has been full of procrastination and disrupted by my arrogance. I have not produced any productive studies since then. Some people (including my parents) say that I am working too hard but that's absolutely not the reason. It is just that my approach towards my academic life dramatically changed since the holiday started.
Listen, I was not like this when I was in Year 9 & Year 10. In Year 9 & Year 10, I was a new kid at school who could not even speak English properly. I was virtually dumbass. I was rejected from the Acceleration class & placed in the bottom English class. However, I remained modest & appreciative of the supports that I receive from teachers.
All those rejections and shame drove me to work my hardest in all subjects to drive myself to the top. By the end of Year 10, I achieved basically all I wanted to achieve (top ranks, acceleration class and recognition).
Now, being at the top (or closest to the top) makes me feel arrogant & retarded f***. I did not do any homework in the first week & 2nd week. How sad is that?? I also received several negative comments from teachers (for the first time!!!
)! I do not know how I can go back to how I was in Year 9 & 10. Any help is appreciated.
