Damn, reading this thread has made me terribly sad. If its any consolation to any of you, I missed out on my desired course as well, after I was heading for 99.95 after my trials. I'm sorry for anyone who didn't get what they wanted, but don't worry, one of the beauties of life is that there is always more than one way to get something. I'll leave you with a few quotes that helped me whenever I failed at something:
"The only place where your lifes dreams become impossible is your own mind."
"The present and future is whats important, not the past. Too many people allow the failures of the past to pollute their future."
"Failure and success are part of the same package. You can't experience one without experiencing the other."
"Whether you think you can or you can't, you're right."
"The true measure of greatness is not success, it is picking yourself up each time you fall."