hey iab, glitter,
thank you so much, it means a lot to me that you've said that, its something i needed to hear, i love ya guys too
... i know i've done a lot for myself since last year... it just i dunno, it's weird, i remember the day i started getting into the whole healthy thing at the beggining of the year, she was still eating chocolate, milkshakes, burgers and fries, while i ate my tuna salad whilst trying to motivate her to get healthy, (she was convinced that she'de always have a belly) its just kinda weird that she beat me to it, u know?
I'm not dwelling on it though, thank you...it is individual differences but i know her diet was a lot more strict than mine... it's also disapointing as well because i was convinced i would be "hot" by the time my 21st came around, thats in a month and there's no way i'll be 60kgs by then. 5 months to lose about 11kgs....is my new goal.. i'm really determined to make it now, really really determined to at least reach that goal! I've failed with all the others.
Today:
Breakfast: 1 boiled egg without the yolk
Breakfast2: steamed bok choy and chicken
Lunch: two slices of multigrain bread, mozerrella cheese and a slice of cheese :s
Snack: tub of low fat yoghurt, piece of cheese
Dinner: lettuce tomato and a can of springwater tuna, tub of low fat yoghurt
Note: I know i've eaten wayy too much cheese I just like it too much, i think i'll buy cottage cheese tommorow
Excercise: I worked on the"floor" tonight for 8 hours and then straight after went to the gym ... 32 minutes on the treadmill... 3.5kms, 220 calories burnt... 20 minutes focusing on my butt and thighs.
I'm really scared, i have a 21st on saturday and monday (yeh i know monday is 1st day of uni) ... one's a cocktail party and the other one is a normal house party and im really freaked because the one on saturday is when a lot of ppl who havnt seen me in ages will... and i'll be wearing
really really different clothes to what i usually wear. The thought of peoples maybe reactions are making me feel nervous and anxious, it's quite frightening actually... i haven't been out for ages because i've been working almost everyday. I wish i had my camera fixed, so i could take a photo and ask what u guys think.