why does it seem that whaeva i say makes no difference.....why am i trying to justify my life, my actions n what-not....yea so wot i come from a strict upbringing n a stict childhood, i've been through alot of tough sht in my childhood, mainly due to my step-family....i've learnt the hard way about who really cares 4 me n who just wants to use me, throughout my life i've been very good at judging ppl i meet and i'm the sorta person who really doesn' trust, like or accept anyone easily, my parents know i'm strong willed and strong minded, yet they also know that whateva serious decisions i make, they are not mistakes....as for this just being a scam to get him to come here...makes no sense, my parents told me about him like a yr b4hand and told us of their plans 6mths b4 we met, wen we met it was to decide what we wanted from all that...n today here we are and this is our situation.....some decisions made in life may seem stupid, immature and idiotic, but not everyone understands why, there are greater reasons for those decisions....i knew there would be negative thoughts by others in those 6mth b4 meeting him....but i also knew it would be worth it, sure i may have met him only recently but i've known of him and about him since i was a kid....
stazi, there are many things u don't know about me, so to make those judgements doesn't really fit my shoes...i've met alot of ppl, alot of types of ppl, i have been through some challening ordeals n i can easily say that i have no regrets about my decisions, on the contrary i'm pleased at the results...as for not having contact with other guys; plain wrong, i have many guy friends and cousins, i know what most guys are like and i know what i'm looking for in a guy. no offece but westerners are never really gonna understand this tradition of arranged marriages and it will always be this way.....
whateva u guys say, i'm happy, not ignorant, in love but not blind, loving and caring but not stupid.....if i'm happy then my parents are happy, they suggest and i decide....that's just the way things are in my life and frankly that's the way i like it