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hey guys,u probably havent seen me around here but i just thought i would just vent for a bit
let me start with my first chem test of year 11 - i didn't do as well as i would have hoped for (lots of silly errors
]. at parent teacher interviews i asked my teacher whether i was capable of getting a band 6 in year 12 and she said yes and i had the potential although it would take a lot of hard work. it gave me great hope and i placed so much effort into my depth study, knowing that i would do great (or so i thought..).
i recently received my depth study report (task 2) marks and i never expected to be this disappointed. after putting hours and hours of effort into something i thought i would do really well in, i ended up doing extremely bad and i was almost at the brink of failing. the marks were actually released days before and i basically refused to know what they were until i had the courage to see them today and i absolutely regretted it and i wish i hadn't seen them at all. compared to chem at this point im doing much better in 3u and phy although im not doing as well i expected in those subjects too. i know u guys are gonna come at me and say im overreacting and the fact that y11 doesnt matter and whatnot but just hear me out pls
my parents spend so much on school and tutoring - its actually insane. they have great hope and trust in me to succeed and get that atar they want me to get and i feel lucky and blessed to have them provide me a good education. however further and further into 2024 i realise im actually not doing as well in certain subjects like chemistry as i have hoped for and i cant be able to express in words of how awful i feel of the fact that im letting my parents down so much. i fear that if im already failing it in year 11, i know i would do even worse in year 12 if i don't actually improve and put in an unbelievable amount of hard work and effort which i honestly dont see myself doing anytime soon cause chemistry is such a hard subject no matter how much of it i understand it or not. im really scared for the future and i cant help but guarantee i'll be extremely disappointed at the end of year 12. i feel terrible and extremely incapable at this point and i dont know what to do anymore honestly

let me start with my first chem test of year 11 - i didn't do as well as i would have hoped for (lots of silly errors

i recently received my depth study report (task 2) marks and i never expected to be this disappointed. after putting hours and hours of effort into something i thought i would do really well in, i ended up doing extremely bad and i was almost at the brink of failing. the marks were actually released days before and i basically refused to know what they were until i had the courage to see them today and i absolutely regretted it and i wish i hadn't seen them at all. compared to chem at this point im doing much better in 3u and phy although im not doing as well i expected in those subjects too. i know u guys are gonna come at me and say im overreacting and the fact that y11 doesnt matter and whatnot but just hear me out pls
my parents spend so much on school and tutoring - its actually insane. they have great hope and trust in me to succeed and get that atar they want me to get and i feel lucky and blessed to have them provide me a good education. however further and further into 2024 i realise im actually not doing as well in certain subjects like chemistry as i have hoped for and i cant be able to express in words of how awful i feel of the fact that im letting my parents down so much. i fear that if im already failing it in year 11, i know i would do even worse in year 12 if i don't actually improve and put in an unbelievable amount of hard work and effort which i honestly dont see myself doing anytime soon cause chemistry is such a hard subject no matter how much of it i understand it or not. im really scared for the future and i cant help but guarantee i'll be extremely disappointed at the end of year 12. i feel terrible and extremely incapable at this point and i dont know what to do anymore honestly

